Back to English, wish a headache, a light stomachache and Allah knows what else.
We’re supposed to be in Winter Break – Midyear these days, and after such a long, stressful, and tiring semester, I need more than one week to catch my breath rather than do anything else. The Problem IS there’s a project I’m supposed to be working on these, I’ve got everything in my head, but it just won’t get down to something written! It’s like I’ve got so many things to do I’m not doing any. I finally got my GPA my grades are good, but of course as always I wanted better, there’s one small number if it changed it would make everything perfect, but it’s not going to change, it’s over! I’m gonna have to forget the idea of getting a 4 as a GPA. This idea sucks, and I still can’t get over it. Maybe that’s the reason why I can’t find enough peace to enjoy the break and the free days. I can convince every girl that her GPA is perfect, but in my case I always know I can do better than that. I don’t college to be like high school, I want to start working from now, making projects, working and helping people. I want that TA job, but I honestly don’t care if I didn’t get it. The Problem with this preparatory year is that I need the highest GPA to guarantee a spot in the major I want. I got nothing for marketing, I never considered it. I want Business Management and even this one I’m doubting myself on it!
I even lost track of my thoughts! Which probably tells me I should get to sleep, I have a very long hopefully amazing day tomorrow insha’a Allah.
Enjoy your time whether it’s a break or study days 🙂
Sincerely, with Love and Passion